Thursday, April 23, 2009

you are me and i am myself.....

You came in my life,
like a wonderful wind blown from heaven,
touching everything in me,
body and soul, desires and wishes,
changed every bit of me with your love,
though always said 'u have changed'.
We chased summers, springs, autumn,
hand in hand, soul with soul,
played every game, love to lust,
shared evrything we have,
hide and seek, fight and apologise,
time to time, day by day.
Passed autumn together hand in hand,
to see the blossoms in springs,
were thrown apart by wind of orthodox,
to gain belief and respect and store it for future,
as it is said to be lost after chase.
Time came and distance created,
created distance between souls,
for air to fill,
the place which was filled by love earlier.
Eyes still weep, heart still pains,
every moment i feel, your touch, your kiss,
but passes away as the thoughts in mind,
because to store something you need a place,
and that place was your creation.
By your gentle talks, love lines, flirts and your tender, love,
which were saffolds of the tower of love,
offcourse under construction.
I have stopped evrything,
thinking, living, feeling, sensing, understanding,
why without you?
you are me, i am myself,
is there any existence of me  without myself?
why am i goin through?
is what i did to you,
but still the breath never goes out without creating a pain,
because it needs you to soothe.
I want you and never want to lose, the soother, the creator, the saffold of the tower of my life,
it is all i want, and offcourse a forgiveness, but offcourse with my answers.
I want both of me and myself, with all love, tender, self respect.
If i am deserving, and you listen to your heart,
i believe me that it will get myself.
Pray for me to get myself, and i want you to understand too,
that the cretor of senses,
the ocean of love,
the source of inspiration,
the base of life,
the happiness after gloom,
the confidence after win,
the light after darkness,
all this is me.
offcourse me is you and i am myself.
myself wants me.....
come back i love and adore you..........

  

8 comments:

  1. i think u hv very deep feelings 4 ur love....and she should hv realized it...if nt thn she is feeling less..
    and she is lucky 2 hv u but u r unlucky 2 hv her.......

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  2. hey i m also lucky to have her....she is what i want n i m kinda sure she'll come back

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  3. hmmmm...wat to sat......plz dnt write such poetries,,,,,bkz it touched n hurt..bkz in our life..we all suffered wid distance...pyaar kanhi kho jata hai..yaar..par sabke sath esa nhi hona chaiye yaar....after readin dat i feel dat u lvd sm1 bt due sm reason....she is nt near to u...i will pray...to gt back d source of ur life..
    ...i wish i cud meet her n tell her dat...plz...dnt do dis...may b any reson ek bar pyaar khone ke bad dubaara nhi milta.......kash mujhe bhi ek aur mauka milta.......

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  4. hey thanx prakamya......i wish for you n for myself..i'll let u meet her soon....

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  5. @ prakamya.........
    this is best compliment i ever got.......
    i think can relate to everyone's heart.....
    waise hum sab ek hi condition me hain....
    thanx yaar.....

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  6. kya kare dost..ek tm log hostel mai rhe hai hamesa ..isliy har cheej dil se lga lete hai n jab vo chej choot ti hai to bahut takleef hoti hai yaar

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  7. a stereotypical thought written with utmost honesty. the return of genuine poets! u tell the world that poetry is not about faking.... its about the true intention translated in honest words...

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  8. evryone shud know that its shashank who inspired me to start my blog........each compliment on his behalf.......thanx dude.......

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